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Friday, August 04, 2006

i still haven sleep at this hour..wad happen to me? i was so damn bloody tired just now as the moment i reach home i fell asleep on the sofa..use all my strength to open up my eyes..a min later i fell asleep again..last night also din have much sleep also..just managed to finish my manicure and pendicure..i been neglecting my nails so much and they been suffering from the folding stars..finger blisters, nails all broke and torned..someone asked me..why do i still have to do that and suffer when i know is no longer there..i only know that this is the only last thing i can do for .... i start it out in the beginning, i dun wanna just left it there just because it ends.. no matter wad i will complete them as i have promise so..
dunno why i felt so relieve.. as in the real one not acting cool.. but ever since the past 3 weeks i thought this could be the worst moment..but it turn out to be the oppsite way..i was really happy and set free.. never this feeling in my life in the past ones.. mabbe it really seems to be this way as fated..
told felix alot alot of things today..maybe is because of the relieveness.. hope he can think through it all.. kelvin's examing are coming soon..hope he can at least pass and get promoted.
ytd is a busy day..and was mum's big day too.. but i din do anything at all.. after skl i went office take things den went meet lyn..play few mins of mahjong..den went chilled out with sy.. after eveything end its alrdy 12am..my dear gal called up..she was crying terribly..went drink with her with my empty stomach untill 3am.. the moment i reach home i fell alseep again w/o doing my RJ and the next moment i open my eyes is alrdy 6.45 and i quickly rush all out for my UT.. din drink much cause because of that incident my gastric problem relapse again.. every now and den will pain like hell..that mon night was real terrible, lucky ms sarah ask mr vincent to sent me home.. that was not enought when i reach home i was damn tired yet the pain is stopping me from sleeping.. and i been tortured till daylight..den go skl again for my UT.. hais..
these days are terrible..

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