Return lies within hastey keys.

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

试着去努力鼓起勇气放弃你总是不争气没有这么快学会安静就连眼泪时刻在提醒根本无法放得下你漆黑的夜晚还是找到了我排山倒海来袭一定是我不够好所以你才想要逃逃到天涯和海角躲在别人的怀抱你能不能不管过得好不好不要故意躲开不让我知道只要你过得很好什么都已不重要我不会故意打扰更不会让你烦恼我每一夜不管你知不知道傻傻流着眼泪默默的祈祷希望你过得好总有一天你会看到爱如海掀起惊天巨滔我会以无坚不摧的力量让你知道可能当你门分手的时候，
听到这些可能会有些留恋，
如果真的不舍，可能双眼湿润，

♥ return lies within hastey keys.
4:32 PM

[currently listening to : Ai, Wu Li - kelly]

"..zui hou wo men fen kai le

shui ran hai shi peng you

dan zuo hui peng you de qing ren

xiang bai tuo kuan xi bu tai rong yi.."

wad a day~!

went lavender today..

reach home at 1am plus!

took a ride back from clementi which endure me for 1.5 hour

feel like puke after i alight..

had a moody day!

thanks brother~!

♥ return lies within hastey keys.
4:43 AM

Monday, August 14, 2006

爱错
北风毫不留情　把叶子吹落　脆弱的她选择了逃脱叶子失去消息　风才感觉寂寞　整个冬天　北风的痛没人能说 ※ 我从来没想过我会这样做　从来没爱过所以爱错我从哪里起飞从哪里降落　多少不能原谅的错却不能重来过 ※ 翻开回忆角落　完美的生活　以为幸福都可以掌握仔细回味当初　那个故事背後　Oh 原来是我　犯下从没承认的错 Repeat ※ 在这少了你的世界 Oh~ 找不回那些感觉　其实我不想道别　那些过去我从来没想过　我会这样做从来没爱过　所以爱错 (从来没有爱过那麼认真) 我从哪里起飞　从哪里降落多少不能原谅的错　却不能重来过我从来没想过　我会这样做从来没爱过　所以爱错我从哪里起飞　从哪里降落多少不能原谅的错　请你原谅我的爱错

♥ return lies within hastey keys.
1:31 PM

Sunday, August 13, 2006

listening to - wo bu nan guo ~ stef sun

yups today went watch fireworks again..
bad view! tues one was super nice.. sitting in the middle of the grassland..
but today one only can see trees!!! =(

reflecting:
mon - tired day (lack of sleep)
tues - firework with lyn, dir, en, rach, ravin. after that when drink with xg
wed - east coast - peaceful with last msg <3
thurs - fuck up day! pissed off by a fuck up guy!
fri - dover~ with brothers
sat - firework day again~ went drinking again!

think is one step closer! GOGOGO!!!
~AJA AJA FIGHTING~!!

the colours is as nice as the fireworks..

♥ return lies within hastey keys.
5:13 AM

Friday, August 11, 2006

dun show me your fucking attitude!
im already showing you basic respect by not shouting you back infront of them..
i told you nicely a day before..
and just the next day you show me that again..
dun ever put words into my mouth..
i din said a thing that its there, the place that cause all my problems..
i noe i have bad time management and im still learning to cope with it..
its not a day's thing that i can tune it all over..
you should bloody hell go and do some soul-seraching too..

FUCK OFF!!

♥ return lies within hastey keys.
7:38 PM

duh..boring..
now at dover..
watching ppl play basketball..
sian huh..

weeuwee~~~~~
ppl out there..CHEERS!
smile always~

♥ return lies within hastey keys.
7:23 PM

Friday, August 04, 2006

i still haven sleep at this hour..wad happen to me? i was so damn bloody tired just now as the moment i reach home i fell asleep on the sofa..use all my strength to open up my eyes..a min later i fell asleep again..last night also din have much sleep also..just managed to finish my manicure and pendicure..i been neglecting my nails so much and they been suffering from the folding stars..finger blisters, nails all broke and torned..someone asked me..why do i still have to do that and suffer when i know is no longer there..i only know that this is the only last thing i can do for .... i start it out in the beginning, i dun wanna just left it there just because it ends.. no matter wad i will complete them as i have promise so..
dunno why i felt so relieve.. as in the real one not acting cool.. but ever since the past 3 weeks i thought this could be the worst moment..but it turn out to be the oppsite way..i was really happy and set free.. never this feeling in my life in the past ones.. mabbe it really seems to be this way as fated..
told felix alot alot of things today..maybe is because of the relieveness.. hope he can think through it all.. kelvin's examing are coming soon..hope he can at least pass and get promoted.
ytd is a busy day..and was mum's big day too.. but i din do anything at all.. after skl i went office take things den went meet lyn..play few mins of mahjong..den went chilled out with sy.. after eveything end its alrdy 12am..my dear gal called up..she was crying terribly..went drink with her with my empty stomach untill 3am.. the moment i reach home i fell alseep again w/o doing my RJ and the next moment i open my eyes is alrdy 6.45 and i quickly rush all out for my UT.. din drink much cause because of that incident my gastric problem relapse again.. every now and den will pain like hell..that mon night was real terrible, lucky ms sarah ask mr vincent to sent me home.. that was not enought when i reach home i was damn tired yet the pain is stopping me from sleeping.. and i been tortured till daylight..den go skl again for my UT.. hais..
these days are terrible..

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5:33 AM