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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Yups. Here's my first blog of the year. Cant imagine, I'm 18 this year! Wow..that's fast man.

Went to blowse at people's blog and there is this person. Everytime i read her blog I just feel that she is wonderful. Dun ask me why. I cant explain the feeling of wonderful. Just feel that i can feel what she is really trying to say.

Hmmm..have been absent from here very long. And i know is not good to the people out there. Cuz nothing for 'em to read. Anyway..dun even know is that somebody bother to pass by not.

The days in VE was good i can say, although people out there might think that wadz so good there, when i practically got no pay spenting days there. But you never know the feeling if you never tried it physically yourself.

Today reach VE at 2pm, missed my chance to meet huiling. (got to meet her later) Then, did basic training with CY copying the notes. Then, Mr Kit suggest all the newbies do the basic training together. So..i am the one to assist them. My first time you know. And i think i make a fool myself. Imagine you got to look after 10 plus people, using spoken english to speak and dunno what to do next. Being like a tour guide, bringing one bunch of inactive guys. The feeling is so damn lousy lo. But after awhile i went off and leave them to Yigang. Luckily i got appt to go.

Was attached to Xueguan (first time). Honestly la..actually before that i have no much confidence in him la. But after that, think he is much more better than i thought. The appt was alright, got chance. Going to the propect's house this coming Sat. Hope can close a King, dun be so greedy la mabbe a Single can le. But this Sat is my last day to fight for my ME position so i can get my 3% turn over for last month. Which is about $100++. Huge bonus right? So hopefully i can close something. If not a small product oso can la.
Rains heavily whole day, so eventually after the appt it was still raining. Went stroll with Xueguan in the shopping centre. Then went back to office. Tia came. haha that makes my day not so sianzZ. We went for survey. Cant really stands. My poor leg has been suffer alot ever since i work. (cuz of my heels) Then went lucky plaza for dinner at 8pm (my first meal of the day).

During eating this question suddenly came across my mind. And i asked myself, "did i regret coming to VE?" i almost answer a YES! Cux dunno why i make myself in a position which never talk to my dad since the day i stared work at VE, and eat only a meal everyday cuz i eventually have no saving to spent on. I cant possibly take money from him right.
Ever snce this i came to realise they actually do care for me. Its my stingy mum who normally shouts she have no money to have gimme money to spent. Also to realising that, everytime i reach home at 12, he would be the one standing at the balcony or falls asleep at the sofa.
Q: What would all these little action actually means?
A: No matter what happens, they will always be the first one willingly contributing to their fullest to you ever since you are born. The uncountable thoughts, money, care, worries, hardship they have spent on you, they will never ever ask you to repay them back.
Afterall, do you think i still think the answer is YES when i got to know and realise much more things i never ever had? hahas.

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