Tuesday, April 26, 2005
oh ya.. btw..today ish jon de birthday.
shen ri kuai le.
wahhaha..
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
8:49 PM
.wo men de ai.
F.I.R
haha. now full of energy liao.
just woke up from my "noon nap"
haha. today damn tired lo.
ran for 2.4 sia.
after running i whole body nua liao.
got breathing prob.
but little while jiu hao liao.
almost two years nv run liao. haha.
she seems to have lotsa prob about her relationship.
hope she can manage well la.
i mean as her fren oso dun wish her to be sad.
but i think you are a strong gal la.
as u always can face these probs slowly n solve dem.
to me i wun de lo.
i dun wish to get into a duo duo la la relatioship.
if i were you i left left with break off.
haha. evil ba? k la.. dinner time...
.xue hua piao.
.celest.
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
8:36 PM
Monday, April 25, 2005
- Shi JieMo Ri -
- Jay Zhou -
well..have to make tish a fast one.
needa do my physic hmwk.
my new mum (owner) very strict.
have to finish my hmwk n housework before i slp.
haha. crapping. wen study again.
have lotsa things to do later. learn my chinese.
do my physic. tish practically make out a few hours oradi.
i discovered i have neglect my maths alot.
and i practically failed my previous papersSs.
now i dunno can do well in my mid year ma leix.
i always liddat de leix. do well in one while neglect another.
i just cant jargar everything well in my hands.
not only referring to my studies but also alot more things.
haha. okie dun tok too much liao. hafta go do my things liao.
- Chun Zhen -
- MayDay -
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10:07 PM
Sunday, April 24, 2005
it is the last epid
happie ending
merry christmas!
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
7:09 PM
currently_zai_ting:
mini & gu-er
don't cry
woke up not long ago. watch e tong hua mv again.
cant rmb how many times i cried wen im watching it.
it really saddening. maybe some ppl will just say im siao.
or im cry baby. but i really cudnt help it.
with so many unhappy things happens around me tish month
and i have to face it simply alone.
really...it really heavy to carry it with me.
sometimes really hate her to bring me to tish world.
why she wanna bring me to here and make both of us suffer?
i noe im unfillal to say these words out.
perhaps it's just a way to let me vex.
the world seems to be black n white..
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3:15 PM
Saturday, April 23, 2005
" ji mo bian jie - zhang dong liang "
hur hur.. nth to do.. so cone in agian lo.. haha.. just now play webcam wid tia.. i was trying to test my audio speaker.. but got prob leix.. think wen i use more times den will be okie liao la.. cux last time e webcam oso liddat de ma.. haha.. sian.. sis burfdae coming liao leix.. dunno how leix.. think of giving her a brooch.. which she gave me e idea of it.. haha.. dunno leix.. hais.. no money to buy leix.. ehx.. sian.. today is sat.. v boring.. din study much after i returned home.. haix.. must work hard arx.. gtg liao.. tata..
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11:09 PM
xian zai zai ting : mu ma tu cheng ji - cyndi
a lively song. liven up my mind.
todae woke up late - 12.53pm.
was supposed to meet dem at 1pm.
missed my train later when going to meet JY
to my surprize she was late oso.
TIA came late. HX came later.
everybody late. everything was not organised.
today is SHUQI de big day.
HAPPIE BURFDAE!!!
while waiting for JY, saw her wid YEN.
learned abit liao. but only for e very basic.
think i owe alot of ppl a treat.
hafta really thx dem.
i went home first. cux wanna watch my show.
a nice show - HEALING HANDS
tish show really ji fa me.
ji fa me to aim for life sciences course.
but i noe i dun have e confidence to bcum a doctor.
maybe. but not now.
first of all hafta to score well in my O first la.
now going to study liao.
and i'll be back...
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
7:56 PM
Friday, April 22, 2005
lol. happie burfdae..!!!
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
6:07 PM
Thursday, April 21, 2005
my ears are buzzie with: toro - wang le ai
nothing much to blog today. recently have been blogging consecutive days. not everyday oso got things to blog de la. just a fine and normal day and that's all. yah..that's all i hafta say. hafta dig my eyes and place dem on e book le cux tml have DnT test. koh want us to score well. if not... ...
dun wanna be e 'young horse'..
juzt wanna lift up my '182 kg'..
wanna change my 'CD-rom'..
and here i go... ...
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8:25 PM
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
there will always be these ppl around me.
pretending to know me very well.
in fact, do dey really know me very well?
NO! you all do not.
even she spent almost her everyday wid me,
who dun find she really understands me.
and wad do u guys think u know me?
claim dat im like this im liddat
like you all are better den me.
and PLZ before commenting on others
pls do some reflection of urself
you aint a good material too!
sabotage others, disturb others, fool around,
commenting on others, like you are perfectionists.
cudnt spare a tot on others feelings.
and you all are just a bunch of spoilt brats.
you all are no different from others, think of it
if one day people did the same thing to you all
wad will you feel?
just hope dat you all will do some reflection on urself.
but at the same time,
i dun think dey dun even know dey hav done wrong.
dat's the saddest thing.
cannada? a far place indeed.
hope dat you can do well in ur O's.
so dat you can fly there with no worries.
dunno wad will e situation be when sends you at the airport
just hope you can enjoy over there.
Bless You
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
7:39 PM
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
currently listening to : Chi Pang
3 days nv blog liao. kinda miss here.
hmm..continue frm where i stopped last week.
sat actually wanna go study de but end up staying home.
sun oso din go out. did some revision for maths.
in the nitex while doing suddenly phone peeps.
has been expecting for your call. now its ish really YOU.
but to my surprized the content is not wad i want.
felt so shocked and disappointed.
den follow up by ur call. din really want to ans ur call.
but i cudnt help it. so i picked up.
really comfortable to hear ur voice again.
as i tot it wud be impossible.
after dat called kor conference chattin wid eagle and kor.
suddenly burst out after telling kor and eagle.
just dunno why am i crying over you again?.
have i regretted rejecting you? i don't know the answer.
told by kor u ain't a good guy. just hope dat everything is over.
chat wid dem till v late den eagle wen slp le.
think i made eagle cried. cux of the song, WO DE CUO.
continued chat wid kor til 4 am plus. really sowie la.
i cant slp and hafta drag him accompany me tok.
and really i was lated in the morning.
dunno ish he bring bad luck to me not?
last time when things happen between me and him
falls on e sun and i cudnt slp in e nitex
and was late in the following mon.
caused me to state the agreement wid tien.
and tish time round it happens again.
he called up the nite before made me cudnt get to slp.
finally late for skl (plus stomachache)
haix. was upsetting in the morning on mon.
cux i made tien disappointed.
im not afraid dat he would punish me,
cux i noe i haf reach a stage dat
he wudnt punish me and gave me up.
1st period ish art. sit alone in e next room.
wanted to write an essay. as i felt lost suddenly.
hoping tia to be my side but i noe she has her art to do.
it turns out to be kor. tok to him. felt alot beta. thx.
and my whole day begin.
today nth special. stay back for painting the banner.
den after dat wen cp den home. just now watched DAVE!
so shuai man. haha. but too bad he's a flirty in dat show.
well, stops here. hope i can con tml ba
provide if i hav e chance. tata!
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
9:15 PM
Friday, April 15, 2005
tot i already step out of e sadness le.
but haven. feel sad again wen i rmb today ish friday.
u logging out frm ur ns liao.
its been 2 weeks. hais.
disappoint for e band.
but i noe dey haf done their best.
dun blame dem.
wanna pop. but cnnt. tink tml ba.
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10:47 PM
Thursday, April 14, 2005
just back from tuition.
maybe quitting soon. cux of the teacher.
hurhurx. back to my blog.
tish toopid blog always gimme prob when blogging.
cant really post up and have to wait for a dat or so.
tish make my post look outdated wen ppl ish reading.
sometime jiu very normal.
normal day. nv sad le.
sad oso wun sad infront of U.
whole day so packed.
after skl got maths remedial den wen cp.
ehx. guess wad. i saw bond.
kinda shock and surprize.
he still as shuai as before.
saw him working as promoter
dunno promoting wad leix.
aiya. he promote no one will buy de la.
even haf oso thaiko de lo. haha.
alway change job. haix.
surly ish boss sacked u de. lolx.
after mummum den wen home le.
after dat late for tuition. took cab.
better dun let kor noe. if not i die.
gtg liao. learn maths test.
watch Jullian. haha.
dey all writing the essays leix.
maybe la. i say maybe only.
dun really haf e time. tata!
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9:21 PM
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
ytd quite late reach home.
stay back after skl in e art room til 6.
actuali stay thr nv do much la. just gossip wid e 3 gals.
reach home liao too tired to blog. haha.
promise someone must be happie.
can cnnt look sad sad de.
and say he will oso sad if see mi sad.
sowie to e ppl if my sadness haf influened u.
really very sad in e past few days.
especially last tues.
almost brust out.
haix. but hope ish im fine liao la.
tish morning popped.
heex. :pPp
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10:36 PM
Monday, April 11, 2005
today so tired after skl wen rp eat wid lulu and shar.
wen home e time think again.
hais. reach home online halfway den fall aslp.
slp till 11pm. den woke up watch "treasure raiders"
can say ish quite a nice show. den now onilne awhile.
today can say ish quite good la. at least beta den past weeks.
got laff and joke abit. but mood swing damn fast.
dunno why. cnnt control myself de.
english period...
now den noe yan lai wo de blog you ren kan de.
tot mei you ren bother to read.
and got some ppl down thr complain shuo wo yi zhi
write han yu pin ying. haha.
na wo pian pian jiu yao write in han yu pin ying
lai nong ni ruan ruan. haha. funnie.
warned kam liao. but hope he really becareful.
cuz really worry for him. he dun feel weird mehx.
nv xiang y wo suddeli meng dao zhe ge.
must be sth wrong. and he just told me
he wen billard just now, got ppl bio him.
must becareful arx. dun joke arx.
kKies la. stop here. go mummum liao.
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
11:59 PM
Sunday, April 10, 2005
tish morning den slp.
dealing with my pc till me fall aslp.
wake up den shut off.
bloody damn idiot.
woke up by parents in e early 8am,
with only few hours of slp.
gotta go temple to visit grandparents.
din even inform us e day before.
kpkb with dad and i finally no nid to go.
after dey wen off i din go back to slp.
cux before dat i dreamt.
dreamt of kor. terrible!
not kor terrible la. ish e things happen terrible.
face e cold, square, bloody pc again.
and before i realise it already 5pm.
watch tv. den come back to pc.
den back to tv to watch charity show.
did some donation.
haven even touch my bag and now ish already 10pm.
know u about to log in liao.
i mean back to do ur national service.
just to let you know..
i miss you!
gtg to learn chem liao.
tata!!
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
9:58 PM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
so late le den online. just reach home not long ago. now chattin wid tiatia and ppl. today whole day like liu lang jie tou. stroll along wid kam e whole day. think i really scare him. i mean ytd nitex. was tokin to him on phone den suddenly "tong hua" rang out in e radio-933. cud not fight it back and it dropped down. he was so shock dat i sobx and left wid dunno wad to do. but just to comfort me. thx. all of a sudden just feel like popping. but i know i cudnt. sis and bro haven slp. suddenli ivy called and we met up. it was orady 3 by then. we not enuff bucks for e cab and dat was oso my reason to sneak off frm home. e wind was strong. as im popping along suddeni saw my sis bf car coming. quickly drag ivy nd ran as fast as i cud. dunno she got discover not. if let her know i smoke den jiu die liao. wen home le 4am den slp. slp till 3pm den woke up by kam. and i started my day again. kam came. helped mi add alot of songs into my com. heex. after dat wen his hse. den back to rp to eat dessert. den to 120. yesh 120. my memories garden. a place which can make me think of benson, guangxi, bond, zhanlong, JJ and guys. later bryan called up kam. dey playing billard. ask me along. felt weird. cuz dun really know manfred dey all. called up yenx and dardar. tok and play. walk from blk to blk. lastly wen we decided to go home oradi 1030pm. walk dardar and yen home den myself. had walk miles for today but leg not tired at all. dun feel like cuming home. but have no choice. bathing liao. tata!
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
11:57 PM
Friday, April 08, 2005
Wo De Cuo - B.A.D
fei ji yi li kai ji chang
ni xuan zhe le qian wang ni de fang xiang bu zai yi wang
wang le wo men ai de guo wang
wang le wo gei ni de shang xue hui jian qiang
cong qian de wo bu dong ni xi shen duo da
wei wo shi qu peng you bu jiang
hai fang qi le suo you meng xiang
jue de mei zhen yang
bu hui jiang xing bi xing qu xiang
rang ni man man man man shi qu le xi wang
" neng bu neng gou zai gei wo ji hui hao hao de ai ni
wo hui zi xi de ling ting
ni dui wo shuo de yi yan yi yu "
wo hui xue hui qu kong zhi pi qi bu rang ni shang xing
dui ni hao hao de qu zhen xi
qin ni xiang xin wo de xing hai shi ai ni
wo xiang zai cong lai yi chi
hui dao guo qu mi pu ni de shang
mei na zhong shi
zhe mo zuo cai neng gou ting zhi
hou hui jin shang ni ru chi bu zai fang si
wei he zong dao shi qu cai dong de nan guo
dang ni zai wo sheng bian de shi hou
zong shi wei wo mo mo shou hou
zong shi wei wo de cuo
cuo guo zhe nan de de yong you
jiu rang ni ai wo de xong man man liu zou
" neng bu neng gou zai gei wo ji hui hao hao de ai ni
wo hui zi xi de ling ting
ni dui wo shuo de yi yan yi yu "
wo hui xue hui qu kong zhi pi qi bu rang ni shang xing
dui ni hao hao de qu zhen xi
qin ni xiang xin wo de xing hai shi ai ni
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8:32 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
now its me again.
haf really nth to say about,
other den thinkin of you.
just know im really useless.
still waiting for my phone to peep?
really will be fulfil for even just a "hi"
but i know u wont.
treated you like wad i did to bond.
im the one who regret again.
shouldnt had left.
really misses you very much. ='( again
trying to vex out by popping.
i know is the wrong way
and is real foolish.
had been bother by ur hug and shadow everyday.
to think it stupid to regret wen i left.
im in a dilemma. dunno left wif wad to do.
im standing in a quicksand.
just waiting for you to save me.
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neng bu neng gou zai gei wo ji hui hao hao de ai ni
wo hui zi xi de ling ting
ni dui wo shuo de yi yan yi yu
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♥ return lies within hastey keys.
10:03 PM
Sunday, April 03, 2005
had a terrible night last nitex.
hoping dat to be a dream but it wasnt.
im in e reality.
really regretted meeting you.
dont you think it too fast.
perhaps you're okay wif it but not to me.
few years has passed and you know it kinda surprise to see you again
but really dint expect to us to happen much.
perhaps deep in my thinking mind had once.
it was really tight like making me suffocate
but i feel comfortable, sercure and for once i thought you are him
so i left myself with irresisstable for few second
and i realised you are not him and i fight it, so i left.....
i did gave a serious thought about it but it makes me panick.
for tish 'panick' it shouldnt have taken place in a relationship.
it should feel comfortable, reliable, sercure and trust.
if not dat relationship shouldnt have started in the first place.
to think you are the one? im not sure.
the impression was good but is only dat few years ago.
you have change? or issit dat ish the origin you.
it only i did not recognise the last time.
wad will happen next i dunno.
just hope dat i wont regret again as i alway did so.
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
2:17 PM
Saturday, April 02, 2005
last mon and ytd was ivy and shar de big dae..
wish dem happie belated burfdae..
heex.. today punk7 wen suntec..
punk7 so long nv go out togetha le worx..
finally have one sucessfully one..
we wen suntec c movie.. "House Of Fury"
nice show indeed.. ah zhu so shuai..
and twins are so cute.. haha..
saw ah neo wif his wife.. haha..
den wen cuming back saw kam and guys..
haha.. wen home by taking lrt wif tia..
saw guangxi and his fren.. reach home at bout 8..
alot ppl request me to blog sae wad i long tym nv blog liao..
actually not la.. i did blog.. but save as draft..
now posted out le.. can see liao
watch tv liao tata!!
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9:02 PM
Corinne Chua 蔡晓婷