Sunday, November 20, 2005
listening to :
san hu hai, jay chouwas tokin' to kor. for 2 hours. long time never tok to him le.hmmm..we talk bout alot. haha.happy for him. he shud know wad im referrin' to la.ehx..really shud heed my advice ar.we tok bout the skl work. the exam. the life now. the frens. the family. the future too.
yea, the future. the work. the expenses. the wife. the husband. just like the everything.
dat makes me remember of my dream. haha.
wad dream? haha. dun tell you. guess ba.
all along have been wonderin' of my future. yah, this word seems to be so unpredictable.something you wanna feel, wanna taste of it. but it always seem so far away dat you can never eva reach. haha. dat's of cux. who would ended to the no future? even if you're dead, you'll still have your future. it's the future life.yea. this word really seem so far away!later might be going out. not to gym though its sunday but might been to study.
depends on my waking up time ba.
hoping all the exam cud be over asap. then, i'll be.flying.
haha. not travellin' overseas. but flying heading towards my worklife.
wondering, how we wud be like in the holidays.
will we still be meeting out?
or no more contact till the result be out.
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
4:05 AM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
currently listening :
nai he - theme song of my fair princess IIIlistenin' to this song remind me of dat show. zhihua really very ku ming. she gets to wait for a man for life, in return get nothing. it may be her retribution. but or rather it too harsh on her. she just want to love him. haha. think im gettin' over into it. come back to real life, xiaoting!well, kinda dissapointed. you know. anyway, i know its fated. im not referrin' to dat show le ar. it's the event coming along.hope it will be a fantasic and enjoyable one.went out with punk today. din expect all to have present. i know i shudden said dat. but you shud know why am i saying dat. anyway, dunno how long it can last la.went to the same old place. ms. play pool, bowl, arcade.den had our dinner at cafe cartel. it not e kind i want.how i could wish to have everybody seated down to eat.while eatting, we were crapping things of the past.which have been said more than a thousands times.cant we have more to say other den these topics of the past?sometimes how i realised life is really boring when im trying to make myself entertained, to be entertained, or otherwise to try entertain ppl.maybe members out there when you came to past by this sentense you may be surprized by wad im saying. but i shud say this 's really gotta be true words from the bottom of my heart. i may be complacency. but i really irks me when i came to think of dat and the others. which you guy have react differrently.alrite! no more please. otherwise there wil be protest.wonderin' bout the future. wad will it be like. will it be just like my dream. or otherwise?cannot imagine. thinkin' bout the O's alone made me headache. two more days to dnt paper. can you imagine i have to get 75 marks for the theory just inorder to secure an higher b3 for overall dnt paper? take my life man. again toking bout the mcq paper make me feel dizzy too. it science! passable? having doubts. no dat im have confidence. sometimes it the truth dat botherin'. this is only wad i have to say to myself : " zao zhi jin ri, he bi dang chu? serve yourself right! " my ears are stuck with : wo bu hou hui - jimmy.
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
3:08 AM
Thursday, November 17, 2005
full house OST - go all the way to my ears
had e geography paper today.
wasnt really good.
and it did serve myself rights.
din study at all wasnt enuff time for me too.
17 marks gone.
could have score a 9 for CH again tis time.
well, planning for gym. (1 week twice)
but it rain all the way thru.
after paper went to the same old forgey place.
din had myself full -
wanna save money to buy my ******!
and others ex stuffs. oso save for e holis.
but it coming soon. as fast as e hurricane.
soon and i gotta work soon den get my results =(
paipai leix. den off i go to my life.
- after dat when to shar house.
had our movie maratron. muahaha.
1st The Exorcism of Emily Rose.
dat really makes me doze off.
followed by e cutie funnie humourously,
Charlie and The Chocolate Factory.
haha. dat was nice. i mean for both.
lastly had Sky High. oso quite nice.
return at 9. watch the rainbow connection.
had our chalet fixed at 27 and 28.
yes it really the 28. heex. din really had much tots on it.
as i owe them alot.
im really fortunate to be one for e past 2 years.
just wish it would be a wonderful one.
opps - its been long since i have a good exercising on my fingers here.
gtg. nitex! you too. dun get sick!
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
12:50 AM
Sunday, November 13, 2005
枫
乌云在我们心里刻下一块阴影
我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明 就像美丽的风景
总在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔 已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠过天边 被风掠过像你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶 却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间 两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面 我要的只是你在我身边
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔 已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
再想要剪开一夜风雨
随著北风凋零 我轻轻摇曳风铃
想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地 谁把窗外枫叶已经沉迷
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
10:30 PM
currently listening
- feng , jay chou
left about 2 days to study geo le.
haven even touch a single notes
today had a good day.
went exercise. haha
lost about 100 calories leix.
went for gym and swimming.
9 more days left to freedom
I WANNA WORK
cause i want alot $$$
wanted to buy alot alot of thingsSs!
countdown - 15 more days!!!
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
10:00 PM
Saturday, November 12, 2005
it seem like you do care.
am i suppose to be happy or not? you really do know me.
for why am i doing that.
or maybe you are happy with that.
after all, you really seems to care.
im looking forward to it.
it is a day for celebrations ya.
you actually do remember.
that shows you really care. am i right?
anyway, hope is a big one.
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
3:54 AM
happy belated birthday to guangxihappy belated birthday to huifenhappy belated birthday to beebeehappy belated birthday to tianshenghappy belated birthday to tiatiahappy belated birthday to dick happy belated birthday to loongfanghappy belated birthday to tehaohappy belated birthday to don happy belated birthday to vannie
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
3:41 AM
我不后悔说好了 不回头 不想承诺
缘份尽了 你别过头 如果还有什么 值得我逗留
我想是你 爱过我 只是路 无尽头 都是路过
什么感受 我能带走 眼泪可以不流 心碎不能救
看我能否得自由 当我松开你的手
一些风沙哽住眼眸 爱你最后一幕却模糊带过
不让疼痛有路追究 我不后悔我曾爱过
只是天涯从此寂寞 远去的渡口 彼岸的灯火
人在河流只许漂泊 我不后悔被你爱过
只是不能爱到最后 短暂的幸福 拥有就足够
只要舍得 就会快乐 会快乐
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
3:32 AM
Corinne Chua 蔡晓婷