Tuesday, May 24, 2005
how should i put them in wordsor i should say no words can express my feelings nowyou made my heartbeat stop working for the moment when i see utelling me it miracle to see again since that night i have chosen to left youi left myseft with regrets and for once i think that it is wo de cuo to have left younever ever had i thought that i will see you again and just for that moment i thought im in my dreams you have gaven me the hope but yet i wouldnt dare to face you againi thought at this time of e week (tuesday) u should be in army? why are you together with him?my ears are struck with - wo de cuo
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
11:15 AM
few days nv come in liao. nowadays getting lost interest in blogging. just roughly read thru my pass posts. really enjoy recalling things sometimes. hmmm..changing email liao
x_ting28@hotmail.com but e old one will still be in use cux many document still inside. and mainly e things oso under dat email. so cnnt suddenly change over de. dun ask me why i change i oso bi bu de yi de. dun mention bout tish liao. wen mention it again my blood will boils man. stupid jerk.
now so late liao but still very awake. today slp from 3am til 6pm. soOoo pig. din really study much in tish weekend. infact counted as never study la. cux only study few words nia. die liao la. exam in just 6 days yet i have soOo much haven study. hais.
listening to jay's concert songs
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
2:04 AM
Saturday, May 21, 2005
too lost in you - sugababesarrr..e time is now 4.22am le and why m i still awake? i should have sleep soundly by now. hmmm..really cnnt slp. maybe someone can tell me some story horx? so late liao still dun wan slp. down thr online hais. no need study mehx? i tot ur skl starts liao? haha. really damn sian leix. cnnt stand arx.
*pop*
she will be loved - maroon 5
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
4:22 AM
sweet dream - jang nara
wad the fuck la. i actually missed my last epd of ah wang due to my pig-ness... ARGHX!!! sobx. tia call me liao i con to slp. den 8.30 den woke up. wah piang so peh cek. wen wen back slp again. 9.30 wen up watch zero to hero. i so piggg slp for so long and now i cnnt slp liao. tml morning till hafta reach skl by 8 to do my dnt artefact. hais. no mood blog liao.
big big world - emilia
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
2:22 AM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
just one min ago im piss off by an idiot who chose not to beliv me after many times of explanation. sho idiot. today he finally tok to me and u noe its 2 weeks liao. he finally tok to me. ask me about my result and ask me to work hard. haha.tml having mock MT ppr 2 and now i still blogging here. now showing jue shi shuang jiao. will go watch after finish tish toopid blog and not forgetting must study oso.reach home at 5 today. den slp till 7, watched ah wang. wah sehx..so sad man. i cried leix. wen watching ah wang cried i cried wid him. den watch e zero to hero i oso cried. wad e hell go wrong wid me today? "a wet day for me" hahahmmm.. okie.. i will stop here le ba. dat toopid sis kip watching me. i hate ppl watching at me wen im typing my blogging. tata!
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
10:48 PM
Monday, May 16, 2005
yox. finally im here writing again. yeahx. finally i have finish my mid-yr. today just got back some of our results. finally i getting scolding soon. lolx. tish one oso finally mehx? no la. i nth to write ma. den joke joke abit so dat you all wun feel bored. haha.long long time never come in liao worx. haha. last week everyday having exam. oso nth to blog de ma. now watching zero to hero e debut show. think i will be nice. haha. lolx. e chenzhicai kip calling her wife ah bui. sound like my mum. haha. okie la. dun crap liao. after watching gotta go learn chinese liao. cux tml have mock test. and it just 2 more weeks to O LEVEL CHINESE!
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
9:30 PM
Thursday, May 12, 2005
h'bday to her.
so fast 2 years had passed and she is now... she hope she can get well soon. bless her.
alritex..never noe dat still got ppl readin de.
well, today dunno y i gei kiang leix. can take air-conditional lrt home i dun wan. insist on walkin somebody home. after dat become opp, den send me to rp. send to bustop den i walk home. lolx. learn how to threaten ppl liao leix. haha. e weather damn bloody hot sia. walk from cp back to my hse was sweating all over sia.
reach home liao jiu online den acc sis go rp again. den i come back myself. slack for awhile den jiu 7 liao. watch ah-wang. one show by one show. watch until v song. den 10 liao. chris came. came to help sis. promise her say i will join dem after exam. haha. i still abit paipai leix. scare of water. wen dey left oradi jue shi shuang jiao start. watch till 12.30 wanting to slp but cudnt get to slp. i din forgot dat i hafta learn ss but i just cudnt get it done. hais.
dunno y. sometimes wen tok to u i noe i v guai lan. but i dun wan dat too. i just feel uncomfortable wid u sometimes. even thought you call up once in a blue moon i will still guai lan wid u. pretendin to ignore u. wad m i trying to do? attractin ur attention? i noe u wunt. =( dun wish to tok bout u anymore. let ur name disappear in my dictionary ba.
cant get to slp...
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
1:22 AM
Saturday, May 07, 2005
din cont doin my maths. instead i spent time on my skin. chat wid bee n tia. after dat took out my 2003 student hand book and read until now. haven read finish. but oradi tired liao. memories of e happy days flash past my mind reminding me wad i have done on every year on his burfday. he's so cold blooded. got once he even made me hate him like siao. i dun think i deserve ur treatment. i did turn up but u had went off. din noe u did went until JJ told me. he told me u not goin in e first place. wandering wad will be e ending if dat day i went earlier. will e ending still be serparated or reconcilor?
a message which wong ask van to pass to me : "never cry 4 him if u noe he's a brat. never think of him if u noe it's not worth while. never use some1 2 try 2 replace him if u wanna forget him. never enter any1's life if u gonna break his heart. never never b a fool 2 wait 4 him if u noe it's impossible & wad u do is jux let e time be ur partner." he's a nice guy. hope he's fine in london. think of london reminding there's an idiot who's leaving at e and of e year to canada. will really miss him much. another nice guy who treat me good. but now he's sick. haha. teck kares la kor.
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
1:45 AM
Friday, May 06, 2005
a + b = duan le de xuan, xing qing... (jay's concert songs)lolx. long time nv blog liao. last week spent two days doing my skin. when it is done suddenly mood swing and dun feel like blogging for d whole week. now im back. heex. ehx..din noe tish skin ish jim's de. ps la.today havin chem ppr. die liao la. din noe a thing. sure score below 20/65 de. sad liao la. dunno how tien will do to me. really disappoint him liao. he was so damn pissed off on wed. tish time he really angry wid me. din tok to me since dat day. really scare. wanted to msg him. but she dun wanna gimme his no. haisdoin maths e whole day. doin alegbra. do until my brain all wid abc...xyz liao. dunno how. suddenly feel lost wen i noe my chem ppr is going to flung. no confident in my physics liao. dunno how to explain to tien. why i tok about him again? dunno why. he make me feel s......dun think i willbe coming in this whole week ba. tink i shld concentrate for e time being. i dun wan to regret at e end of e year. haven eat my dinner. think no appetite le ba. tish aftnoon day dream again. dreaming about... dunno why am i so imaginative. can think of such things. maybe tia is correct i may be a script director in future. maybe in dat way i can use all my strength ba. owe alot of ppl things. alot alot which i dun even feel like thinking about it. wandering how will be my poly life be. or maybe im thinking much dun even think i can go into a poly ma. thinking of many many things about my future. thing like...how will be mon's ppr? my mid-year slip? my june holi? how hardworking i will be? e oral in july? O's in nov? my part time working life? poly courses? poly life? whr my frens? after poly? able to cont my U? real working life? my future partner? our future? our family? our child? their skl life? a brandnew life of torturing again and again. just cant stop thinking about it. maybe you will think dat im nuisance to think about all tish now. but im tish type. i will think n think n think and finally i will burst out and cry. really hate myself to have been in tish family. tish aint like a family at all. having him who always drunk weh he returns? would rather spent his money on cigars and beer since he was 20 years old. imagine how many million have him spent on tish nuisance rather than buying furnitures which are needed long ago, or outdated electric bills? or a her who dun really cares for you? do things e way she likes? w/o sparing a tot for her child? e selfishness of a self-centered sis? a family which dun have any bonding at all. nv really seat down to care for somebody or to communicate? wid tish type of family nowonder all of dem dun feel like coming home and would prefers to spent nights outside. just would dare to think more further. of not i dunno wad i would do to myself. sometimes really hopes i can grown up and quiclky get married and get out of tish house. dunno wad im thinking now. gonna explo liao. better go back to my maths.y (a - b) = duandian / jingxuan
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
11:50 PM
Sunday, May 01, 2005
wad the hell goes wrong with me?
h'bday yang
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
6:53 PM
Corinne Chua 蔡晓婷