Sunday, April 03, 2005
had a terrible night last nitex.
hoping dat to be a dream but it wasnt.
im in e reality.
really regretted meeting you.
dont you think it too fast.
perhaps you're okay wif it but not to me.
few years has passed and you know it kinda surprise to see you again
but really dint expect to us to happen much.
perhaps deep in my thinking mind had once.
it was really tight like making me suffocate
but i feel comfortable, sercure and for once i thought you are him
so i left myself with irresisstable for few second
and i realised you are not him and i fight it, so i left.....
i did gave a serious thought about it but it makes me panick.
for tish 'panick' it shouldnt have taken place in a relationship.
it should feel comfortable, reliable, sercure and trust.
if not dat relationship shouldnt have started in the first place.
to think you are the one? im not sure.
the impression was good but is only dat few years ago.
you have change? or issit dat ish the origin you.
it only i did not recognise the last time.
wad will happen next i dunno.
just hope dat i wont regret again as i alway did so.
♥ return lies within hastey keys.
2:17 PM